urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy madness lacking method evil_eddy 2006-05-09T12:24:52Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:10022 2006-05-09T12:24:52Z 2006-05-09T12:24:52Z bugger bugger bugger urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:9761 2006-04-06T11:33:43Z 2006-04-06T11:33:43Z ok i havnt updated for a while because ive been too damn busy with work and stuff and preparing to come back to cornwall for the easter holidays! which is where i am now...sitting in my parents new house which i absolutly hate for one reason or another....(if anyone wants to ask they are welcome to but be prepared).<br />the only real news is that im now dating some guy called luke. the one thing about uni dating is that everyone lives so far away! for example luke lives just down the road from uni so i a good 7 hours away! <br />am going to dystopia tonight for jacks birthday which should be a laugh! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:9310 2006-03-04T14:12:38Z 2006-03-04T14:12:38Z Wednesday was Ciarons birthday so we decided to throw him a surprise party (because he hates his birthday!) its almost didnt happen (as we couldnt find Ciaron to get him back to the flat) eventually we got him back (by telling him i had a row with carl about Llew) and got him to accept that he was having a party (he tried to run away. so we got to the venue (I was already quite drunky) and we sat down for a bit and i chatted to loads of people who i rarely get to talk to...dancing was great fun too. It was so the best night i have had at the venue and i managed to pull a couple of people! when we got back we dragged shitloads of stuff into Ciarons kitchen and had an after party which i remember very little of apart from there being a toilet!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:9121 2006-02-21T07:30:55Z 2006-02-21T07:30:55Z Well have not slept all night on account of helping drunk people stop spazzing...all that ended at 5:30 but it seemed pointless to go to bed as i have to get up soon to hand my essay in anyways!<br />im gonna be grouchy tonight urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:8911 2006-02-20T23:36:30Z 2006-02-20T23:36:59Z xmen well thank you so far to the 2 people that have done my things! ? i would like you to do the other one if you can.....and possibly identify yourself because i cant think who it might be. and free_and_easy i love yours as always! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:8480 2006-02-20T00:38:18Z 2006-02-20T00:38:18Z OK folks its time! anyone who randomly stumbles across this can do it! nows your chance to tell me how much you hate me!<br /><a href="http://kevan.org/johari?name=evil_eddy">http://kevan.org/johari?name=evil_eddy</a><br /><br />and<br /><br /><a href="http://kevan.org/nohari?name=evil_eddy">http://kevan.org/nohari?name=evil_eddy</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:8286 2006-02-20T00:26:41Z 2006-02-20T00:27:10Z none ARGH this bloody work is going to be the death of me...ive been working on it since monday and still no dice! and its due in tuesday....thank god for kye loving me! however last night kicked some ass which is always a good thing! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:7716 2006-02-18T16:03:47Z 2006-02-18T16:03:47Z Neuroticfish well tonight will be the first time since tuesday i have left my corridor. ive not been very well since tuesday last week and its not been very nice. i think it had something to do with my anemia and so i am on iron suppliments just to see. if these dont work itll be a trip to the doctors which i really dont want to do. ive also been really down but i suspect that being ill has something to do with that! so ive decided that despite the fact i am still feeling a bit crappy that i am going to the venue tonight...chances are i will regret it tomorrow but as long as i dont drink as much as i did on tuesday i should be ok!<br />wish me luck urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:7471 2006-02-11T18:35:38Z 2006-02-11T18:35:38Z well last night was interesting! i was supposed to have a date with the guy i met last week at girls and boys but i didnt really feel like it. this was mainly because i was kinda worried of going on my own and meeting his mates, non of whom i know! it was also kinda daunting because he is not a uni student and so i would have had to have gone off campus. Instead i went round to anthony's thinking we were going to see a play. we ended up going to the venue instead, all dressed in each others clothing (even more amusing than it sounds) dont really remember much of it or afterwards as i was very drunk but i do remember kissing anthony...which is rather surprising considering he is gay! ohh dear. cant be fussed to go out tonight but i may well end up doing so. also want to meet up with that guy at some point but am not sure how to approach it given that i turned him down once! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:7253 2006-02-10T16:55:19Z 2006-02-10T16:55:19Z Your results:<br><b>You are <font size="6">Deanna Troi</font></b><br /><table><tr><td><table><tr><td>Deanna Troi</td> <td><hr align="LEFT" noshade="NOSHADE" size="4" width="85"></td><td> 85%</td> </tr><tr><td>Jean-Luc Picard</td> <td><hr align="LEFT" noshade="NOSHADE" size="4" width="85"></td><td> 85%</td> </tr><tr><td>Will Riker</td> <td><hr align="LEFT" noshade="NOSHADE" size="4" width="70"></td><td> 70%</td> </tr><tr><td>James T. 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and fun is what i need at the moment. my mates are being very supportive which is cool. particularly L, C-ron and Dan. dan has a little bit of a crush on me bless him but he was really sweet this evening and cooked me dinner. to be honest i think its a bit to do with the fact i let him have a bit of a cry on my sholder last evening but hell what are mates for.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:6297 2006-01-18T11:26:26Z 2006-01-18T11:26:26Z me and carl are still together but i get the feeling this is gonna take a hell of a lot of work....which to be frank im not so sure will happen (not for lack of trying)....i havnt seen him since we decided to get back together. i spent last night at the pub with C-ron, kye, llew, smee, chris and dan.....we met some fucking randomers who were 4th year or something.....i have to say i dont really remember as i was drunk when i left the pub! after this we went back to c-rons and i had a bottle of vodka....oops. but it was cool apart from the weird ass panic attack....they just keep on coming<br />i have to admit though that i did just spend most of the evening hanging out with llew which was cool as fuck because we are good mates but have barely seen each other since we got back.<br />im glad to be back together with carl. i have missed him terribly over our break (which is really my fault becuase i initiated it)and have found it hard.... but im sure it will be fine...i have a supportive network of mates after all....or a stoned/drunk set of mates but either way....its all good. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:5772 2006-01-17T16:57:53Z 2006-01-17T16:57:53Z well tonight is the night when it all is supposed to be resolved one way or another! wish me luck! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:5474 2006-01-16T00:28:53Z 2006-01-16T00:28:53Z star wars hummmm still no me and carl news...although we r planning to meet up. these past few days have been really emotional and last night i had a flash back and started having a panic attack! scary stuff. but ive been trying to keep myself distracted....lets hope it works urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:5326 2006-01-13T16:28:07Z 2006-01-13T16:28:07Z futurama well i am not a happy bunny at the moment. its nice to be abck in uni and all but it looks like me and carl are about to split up. we are on a break at the moment. it all has to day with the issues i have, and the fact that he doesnt support me porperly. i still care for him but i need more emotional stability! its not all his fault though! i miss him really bad but i cant approach him to talk to him, and he is not responding to my msgs...i know we r on a break but i need to talk to him is we are going to be able to get this sorted and go back to being together!<br />its sad....i know i have to learn to cope with it because i get the feeling he doesnt want to be with me anymore....and if he doesnt i cant blame him urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:4908 2006-01-04T16:50:29Z 2006-01-04T16:50:29Z ? today is my last day in penzance for a few months. i do not pretend to regret very much that i will leave behind, and those who that refers to know who or what they are. on the other hand i cannot wait to see my uni buddies again, particularly C-ron and Carl. staying at C-rons for a couple of days will be quite relaxing hopefully, despite the unfortunatly.<br />this holiday has ment gaining contact with an old friend again, and calling a hiatus with another friend. im sorry but i cannot regret anything.<br />i need to be away from this town, i hate it urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:4627 2005-12-30T15:44:20Z 2005-12-30T15:44:20Z hmmmm sitting at jacks<br />christmas was a bit shit on accountof having to stay with GRANDMA. however did get some cool stuff<br />am at jacks recovering from dystopia<br />hahahahhahahaha urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:4405 2005-12-17T15:22:10Z 2005-12-17T15:22:10Z simpsons just said goodbye to virtually everyone...inc. C-ron and Kye. they are probably the people who i am going to miss most. i met carl's father today...very very posh but nice. I also met C-rons parents...the mother kept giving me evils but his dad seemed ok, if a little shaken up; as he got hit on the way! i am going to stay with C-ron after new year which should be good fun! its just me and Ant tonight...yay girls night in! I'm leaving here at about midday tommorow and travelling back to PZ on Monday urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:4247 2005-12-17T09:40:09Z 2005-12-17T09:40:09Z simpsons just said a sad goodbye to carl for 3 weeks... it will be difficult to cope without him as he has been a real comfort for me. i know that i am going home tommorow to people that love me but its just that these next 24 hours are going to be hard. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:3958 2005-12-13T12:54:15Z 2005-12-13T12:54:15Z simpsons <center><table border="1" width="450">&lt;td align="center"&gt;<font size="+3">You have a sexual IQ of 146</font><br /><br /> <img src="http://www.quizuniverse.com/result_images/brain.jpg"><br /> <br />When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. <br /> <br /><a href="http://www.quizuniverse.com/quiz.php?id=38">Take this quiz</a> at <a href="http://www.quizuniverse.com">QuizUniverse.com</a>&lt;/td&gt;</table></center><br /><br />well i beat paul urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:3827 2005-12-04T15:37:15Z 2005-12-04T15:37:15Z none ok ive been having a lot of flash backs recently and coupled with too much work this is all a load of bolloks<br />and i spent too much money yesterday<br />and im hungover again<br />and...well i dont know what else urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:3582 2005-11-28T13:54:46Z 2005-11-28T13:54:46Z family guy well me and paul have decided to call it off for christmas due to my feelings and attachment to carl. i feel really really bad about it but i like carl and i want to make a go of things. mind you we are having a little bit of a hard time at the moment due to me getting all unhappy due to various events surrounding my collegelife and my home (PZ) life.... i hope that carl will stay with me over this time but although he likes me very much, im not sure that he will be able to deal with me being so closed off to him! i have said that maybe we should spend a couple of days apart when he said that he wasnt seeing enough of his friends. i also think he was a bit phased by wednesday night when he had to deal with me paraletic. so im a bit worried about where it will go. i hate this feeling but i just have to hope that he likes me enough<br />so i am going to be without him for the nxt couple of days...thinks i may have to go and see c-ron 2nite...hes good at dealing with me because he and i are apparently the same but one of us is male and one female urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:3222 2005-11-12T14:02:55Z 2005-11-12T14:02:55Z something well i have been confined to carls bed for 2 days and then my bed for the past 2days! the reason? i am suffering from a kidney infection! its been delightful! temperature fluctuations, headaches, an inability to move and of course a pain in my kidneys. Carl has been looking after me very well...runny around getting me things frome my flat(when i was at his) and the shop etc. however since ive been feeling better we have been rowing quite a bit, however this could be the negative side effects of the antibiotics, or it could be PMT!<br /><br />other news is that my parents are moving house 1 week into the new year to a little villiage just outside PZ. my brother is unhappy, my sister is as happy as she can be with shingles, and i am uncaring to be honest as i anticipate spending very little time there when i go to pz.<br /><br />i dont know why my posting is now so infrequent...but my life is really not that interesting! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:2914 2005-10-29T12:45:24Z 2005-10-29T12:45:24Z the Vandals vaysha and dietrich:<br />just in case you ever read this i want to thank you for helping me and paul out....you helped him put alot of things into perspective and it is becoming easier for me to consolidate what went wrong in my head thanks to your advice<br />be happy and keep helping people guys<br />xxxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evil_eddy:2802 2005-10-29T12:32:11Z 2005-10-29T12:32:11Z ok havnt posted in a while but i thought i would give it a go.....ok paul came to see me recently and it was to be frank a complete disaster, but anyone who wants to know can se his journal.<br />on monday: i saw the bad man in the venue<br />tuesday: PIRATE NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />Wednesday: night i spent looking after a paraletic carl after his hockey initiation! he came up to me at the venue (i was scared for him so felt i should go out dancing) and was completely drunk. i didnt mind too much as he had obviously had a good night and had brought me a cuban (my drink of choice) however he was all over me and im not one for drunken public snogging. so i took him up to the toilets and managed to persuade him to go and put his clothes the right way back in in the toilets! apparently they had to be inside out because he was not wearing girls clothing (Abi:1 evil hockey boys:0). anyway at this point i realised i couldnt keep dragging carl round the club (hes six foot 3 and although he is skinny he is still very heavy (you have to be to be a hockey goalie and not die!)) so i decided to exit. i couldnt find my mates so i just rang them from outside the club....luckily they were in the loos and heard their phones.....because at the time carl was lying down outside the club because "i want to go to bed now!".<br />we got back to mine and i tried (with the help of one of my flatmates) to get him to bed. however this was easier said than done....jusat 5 mins later when she had left and i had just got comfy next to him (again easier said than done) he got up, stumbled into the bathroom and proceeded to try and throw up....it didnt work so he decided to pass out on the bathroom floor whilst telling me to fuck off (he has a real problem with personal space!) so i left him there for an hour, checking on him every 5mins! when he had been there for about an hour, and i had had a little more to drink, i persuaded him to move from the bathroom to my bedroom floor, he wasnt capable of bed yet, i then covered him with a duvet....and went to help put another drunken flatmate to bed....which took ages, luckily i put him into bed during the time i was dealing with her!!<br />unfortunatly there was not enough room for me in the bed so i had to sleep on my own floor! but i have forgiven him....however he has to be extra nice to me!<br />Thursday:wasnt supposed to go out but ended up in origins<br />Friday: a mate from back home was in town so we hung out and got drunk!<br />today: ive got to have a break!<br />on top of my crazy week im still having proper issues coming to terms with paul and our issues! i want to come 2 a conclusion but im hurting too much right now!